I'm starting a blog today. I don't know why. I'm not so good with them, but I need a place to write. I can't hold it all inside anymore. Summer has finally arrived, but it's not what I expected. I always want something exciting to happen. I want to learn something new. I want to take an adventure. However, days pass and nothing ever changes. It's been more of an emotional trip than anything. It's hard coming home after being away for a year. Reconnecting with your friends and family is a challenge. But, I will never regret going away. Northland International University, a bible college in WI, was one of the best things that has ever happened to me. At first, I didn't want to go back. Honestly, I don't know if I want to still. However, I do know this. I took Northland for granted. I take a lot for granted. I had one year to study the Bible, run away with God, and meet people who have forever placed a stamp on my life. I thank each of you. You pushed me closer to God ,and you pushed me to keep going forward. I'm almost in tears writing this. I'm going to miss you all so much. This is life though. I have no money. The government is taking the majority of what my family makes. I don't know what I"m going to do with myself being home for a year. I'm scared. I don't want to end up a screw up. I don't want to fail. I don't want to be a nothing. I don't know what to do. A still small voice whispers to me Proverbs 3:5-6. God help me to trust you. Help me to let you lead. This summer I want to write. I want to write about what I experience. I want to tell of the moments that I'll never forget with the people who will always have a place in my heart. I want to be me. I don't want to be anyone else. I want to dare 2 summer.
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